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This presentation was in part inspired by a 'd'var haftarah' I wrote last year on Hosea. I decided to take the main concept from my d'var haftarah and rework it in a more thorough and cohesive manner. Enjoy!



Living by Example, Re-envisioning of Love:

the Marital Covenant in the Book of Hosea

 

For those of you who wrap tefillin, you will know the beautiful passage from Hosea 2:21-22:

 

Verastich li leolam, vere'astich li betzedek, uv’mishpat, uv’chesed uv’rachamim, verastich li b’emunah veyada’at et Adonai’ – ‘(And I will espouse [betroth] you forever, I will espouse you with righteousness and justice, and with goodness and mercy, and I will espouse you with faithfulness, and then you shall be devoted [you shall know] the Eternal.’

 

Hosea (8th century BCE) lived in the days of Kings Uzziah, Jotham, Ahaz and Hezekiah of Judah and of King Jeroboam, son of Joash of Israel. He is in many ways both a remarkable and tragic prophet. His prophetic message is executed by him living it personally as an example. Hosea’s critique of the spiritual infidelity of the Children of Israel is reinforced by the circumstances of his own life. In Hosea’s case, the personal is profoundly political. He is forced to marry the prostitute Gomer of Diblaim and sires three children with her. This causes considerable torment for Hosea, as Magonet writes in ‘A Rabbi’s Bible – Prophets in Conflict’:

 

“Hosea finds in the troubled and tangled emotional interrelationship with his unfaithful wife the feelings and reactions of God when confronted with a wayward Israel, lurching back and forth between love and hatred, overwhelming sympathy and bitter feelings of betrayal.”[1]

 

These personal events happen against a larger political backdrop of the latter days of the Kingdom of Israel (the Nothern Kingdom), before it is overrun by the Assyrians in 721 B.C.E. The book of Hosea describes a society in decline with rampant injustice and idolatry through the Cult of Baal.

Hosea sires three children with Gomer and all three are cruelly yet prophetically named: Jezreel (‘God will scatter/sow’), after the valley of the Kings where many sins were committed and Lo-Ruchama (‘unloved’) and Lo-Ammi (‘not my people’).

 

Hosea was the first prophet to phrase the covenantal relationship between God and Israel in marital and monogamous terms. Chastening the Jewish people for their idolatry, he compares this to adultery and creates an oft-repeated refrain of monotheism as spiritual monogamy. However, Hosea is not only interested in chiding the Jews in the name of God but also offers them healing their relationship through the forgiveness of God. The divine voice oscillates between anger and love. It is unsurprising, then, that Hosea and Gomer are reconciled in the end (in chapter three) as he buys Gomer back from her lovers.

 

“…Go, befriend a woman who, while befriended by a companion, consorts with others, just as the Eternal befriends the Israelites, but they turn to other gods… then I hired her for fifteen [shekels] of silver, a homer of barley, and a lethech of barley; and I stipulated with her, ‘in return, you are to go a long time without either fornicating or marrying; even I [shall not cohabit] with you.’” (Hosea 3:1-3)

 

What is surprising, however, is the form in which this reconciliation takes place. Hosea takes back Gomer, even though she has been with (or married to) other men. This is a direct violation of a Torah commandment in Deuteronomy 24:4:

 

“A man takes a wife and possesses her. She fails to please him because he finds something obnoxious about her, and he writes her a bill of divorcement, hands it to her, and sends her away from his house, she leaves his household and becomes the wife of another man; then this latter man rejects her, writes her a bill of divorcement, hands it to her, an sends her away from his house; or the man who married her last dies. Then the first husband wo divorced her shall not take her to wife again, since she has been defiled—for that would be abhorrent to the Eternal.”

 

Interestingly, this motif is repeated in Jeremiah 3:1:

 

“[The word of the Eternal came to me] as follows: If a man divorces his wife, and she leaves him and marries another man, can he ever go back to her? Would not such a land be defiled? Now you have whored with many lovers; can you return to Me?—says the Eternal.”

 

What is even more intriguing about the marital metaphor in Hosea is the way in which it is re-imagined. Feminist scholars have critiqued the use of the marital metaphor in prophetic literature. Often, women are imagined by the prophetic imagination as being unfaithful and unclean. It is true that in many cases, the patriarchal model for marriage is reaffirmed.

 

A feminist Bible scholar writes in ‘Women’s Bible Commentary’:

 

“The book of Hosea is a much-examined work among feminist biblical scholars because the prophet Hosea is the first to employ the metaphor of husband for the Deity, casting Israel in negative female imagery as the adulterous wife. This imagining reflects the historical situation in Ancient Israel where gender relationships were asymmetrical… this socially conditioned relationship deeply affects the theology of Hosea… certainly the male violence embedded in the text of Hosea… should make readers… wary of an uncritical acceptance of the marriage metaphor.”[2]  

 

And yet, from this model speaks a great tenderness and love between God and Israel. As Mufts writes in ‘Who Will Stand in the Breach? A Study of Prophetic Intercession’:

 

“God originally sent prophets to Israel to demonstrate to them His great love. Even at the moment of His anger, He manifests His love by listening to the prayers of the prophets, prayers that control and calm His anger.”[3]

 

So, there is a tension between castigation and love, a historical reality and a prophetic (perhaps even messianic) ideal of marriage and gender relationships. We can see something similar in the disparity between Genesis chapter one and chapter two and three. In Genesis chapter one, the equality of man and woman is asserted:

 

“And God created man in His image: in the image of God He created him. Male and female He created them.” (Gen. 1:27)

 

In Genesis chapters two and three, however, the narrative is significantly different:

 

“This one at last, is bone of my bones, and flesh of my flesh, this one shall be called Woman, for from Man she was taken.” (Gen. 2:24) and “and to the woman, He said, ‘I will make most severe your pangs in childbearing; in pain you shall bear children, yet your urge shall be for your husband and he shall rule over you.” (Gen. 3:16)

 

A similar pattern can be found in Hosea. The key words that illustrate this tension are ‘Ba’al’ and ‘Ish’. Initially, a woman’s husband is described as a ‘ba’al’, a master and ruler. This is the patriarchal marriage that feminist scholars critique. This is the historical reality in which Israelite women were acquired for a bride-price and subjugated to their husbands. Yet, in Hosea’s bold re-envisioning of marriage between the Eternal and Israel, the ba’al is replaced with ‘ish’; a far more neutral and egalitarian term.  

 

‘And in that day—declares the Lord—you will call Me Ishi, and no more will you call Me Ba’ali. For I will remove the names of the Ba’alim from her mouth, and they shall nevermore be mentioned by name.’ (Hosea 2:18)

 

Hosea is proposing something revolutionary, I think. Not only is the Eternal eager to take His beloved bride back (just as Hosea took Gomer back) but moreover, He is yearning to develop their relationship. God appears to says through his prophet that in the Messianic Era, Israel and God will not relate to each other in old terms but in new ones. Not through a model of patriarchy shall God be served, but perhaps through a model of marital egalitarianism. The poignantly neutral word ‘Ish’—man—is substituted.

 

And so, I suggest that the text has two important layers: the reality of a patriarchal marriage and the ideal of a fully egalitarian, spiritual marriage. Of course, it would be anachronistic and inaccurate to project modern notions of egalitarianism and feminism onto the book of Hosea. And yet, one cannot help but notice Hosea’s radical reworking of the marital relationship. What started in abuse and a disparity of power may end in an authentic relationship of love between equal spouses or partners (not unlike the lovers in Shir haShirim!). Interestingly, also the prophet Malachi speaks tenderly of a wife:

 

“… the Eternal is a witness between you and the wife of your youth with whom you have broken faith, though she is your partner and covenanted spouse.’ (Mal. 2:14)

 

The Hebrew used here is ‘chaver’techa v’eshet britecha’. The word ‘chaver’ denotes both deep friendship and equality. This in turn is strengthened by the word ‘brit’, covenant.

 

It seems fitting then, that after the passage (in chapter two of Hosea) on ‘ishi’, the citation at the beginning of this presentation is invoked: ‘ve'erastich li leolam’… Hosea speaks to us on many levels: the real, the mundane, the problematic, patriarchal the personal, but also the hopeful, the prophetic, the messianic and the deeply intimate. If Hosea could imagine a ‘tikkun’ between the Eternal and Israel just as he imagined a tikkun between him and Gomer, then shouldn’t we as modern readers be able to do the same? Let us think about the ramifications of both Hosea’s theological and marital re-imaginings: authentic and healthy relationships between spouses and the Divine that honour and respect the integrity of all parties concerned.



1] Magonet, Jonathan, ‘A Rabbi’s Bible – Prophets in Conflict’, p. 156

[2] ‘Hosea’, Yee, Gale, A, in ‘Women’s Bible Commentary’, Newsom, Carol Ann, Ringe, Sharon, H., Westminster John Knox Press, 1998, ed., p. 211

[3] Mufts, ‘Who Will Stand in the Breach? A Study of Prophetic Intercession’ in ‘Love and Joy’, p. 33

 

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This was a brief lunch-time Chanukkah activity that I crafted for my fellow students at Leo Baeck College. The purpose of the activity was to not only see Chanukkah as the celebration of a military victory or of Divine intervention but rather as a celebration of inner transformation as we move from darkness into light, from our inner values to an outer expression thereof. Feel free to use it if you like it - just credit me.

Your Inner Light Channukah Group Activity

The Rabbis transformed Chanukkah from being a military commemoration to a feast celebrating the Chanukkah ‘miracle’ of the oil fueling the lights of the Menorah for eight days. The essence of Chanukkah to the Rabbis was ‘pirsumei nisa’, the ‘publication of the miracle’ (T. Bavli, Shabbat 21a). Hence, we are commanded to light lights, increasing in number every day (according to Beit Hillel) and place them in window sills or doorways. In other words, we have to let our light shine!

 

How about if we extend the rabbinic metaphor even further? We are commanded to be an ‘or l’goyim’ (Isaiah 42:6) and let our Jewish values of oneness and justice shine through. But how can we be a light unto the nations if we cannot let our inner light shine? Is it a coincidence that we celebrate the miracle of a very private, invisible light: that of the Temple, by lighting public lights? There is a correlation between the external and the internal. Let us explore this further.

 

In these dark days, we need light. Outside and inside. In order to strengthen our outer light, we must strengthen our inner light. Here are a few exercises for doing this.

 

-          Music and song: surround yourself with uplifting music (i.e. Matisyahu)

 

-          Light a candle. Reflect on what inner light means to you. What are the internal values you would like to express externally (pirsumei nisa)?

 

-          Chanukkah also relates to a spiritual battle: what forces of ‘assimilation’ (i.e. losing part of yourself or your identity) have you overcome in the name of your own integrity/authenticity?
 

-          What do you consider miraculous in your life?

 

-          The miracle is that the oil burnt for eight days. Reflect on when you were surprised to find that you inner light burnt longer than expected. When were the moments in your life that you were so much stronger than you thought you would be?

 

-          The candles lit during each night add up to 36 (1+2+3+4+5+6+7+8=36) and this corresponds the the Gematria of the ‘lamed vavnik’, the 36 mythical righteous who light up our world with their righteousness. Who do you consider your lamed vavnik in your life?

 

-          Here are cards for you to write. There are two exercises. Write a small blessing/compliment to each of those present and let the cards rotate. When you finally get your own card, write a small blessing/compliment to yourself. Keep this card by your Chanukkiah when you light it each day to give you winter cheer!

 

-          Write a few cards for the staff we appreciate at our workplace.

 

-          Eat nosh and sing some more!

Chag Chanukkah Sameach!
 


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D’var Torah for Leo Baeck College

Parashat Lech Lecha

 

The Dark Side of the Moon

 

Arriving at Parashat Lech Lecha, it is tempting to focus on its beautiful and momentous opening in which Abram is commanded to go forth from his homeland. ‘Lech Lecha’ has become the paradigmatic narrative for the spiritual journey and the religious covenant.

Today, however, I would propose we journey a little deeper into our parashah to one of its more obscure sections and see if we can cast light upon it. In Genesis Chapter Fifteen, after Abram has battled the four kings of Canaan and withstood a number of tribulations, the Torah tells us about the arcane ritual of the Covenant of the Pieces (‘Brit haBetarim’). After Abram’s military successes, he appears to spiral down into melancholy (or perhaps today we would call it ‘depression’) and asks God both an existential and a practical question: who will inherit if I fail to have children, “v’anochi holech ariri?“ (Gen. 15:2)

This is a poignant moment. We can imagine Abram trying to come to terms with both his successes and his failures. Abram wonders what merit his successes will have if he has no progeny to bequeath his heritage to.

 

It is at this very moment that God enters center stage. First, God tries to comfort Abram by affirming God’s special relationship with the patriarch. ‘I am your shield’. (Gen. 15:1)

Secondly, God promises progeny as numerous as the stars, seemingly against all odds. This can almost be read as a prophetic echo of a comforting line from Psalm 147:4, ‘the Eternal numbers the stars and gives each one a name’.

To ratify His covenant with Abram, God instructs Abram to conduct a strange ritual, the so-called ‘Covenant of the Pieces’.

The ‘Covenant of the Pieces’ represents the darker sphere of both reality and our covenantal religion. It is not a clean or polished ritual but gritty and primitive. Abram is told to slaughter a number of different animals (a cow, a goat, a ram, a turtledove and a pigeon), to split them and then to pass through them. The scene is set dramatically: the sun sets and Abram falls into a deep and troubled sleep. In his sleep, he experiences a fiery furnace and a blazing torch passing through the covenant of the pieces and Abram is promised two realities: his descendants will be enslaved for four centuries, yet in the end, they will inherit the land promised them.

 

Our mysterious episode ends as suddenly as it started. Chapter Sixteen already commences with the Hagar narrative. If we were to examine this connection through smichut parshiyot, an analysis of adjacent verses, we may see that God seems to immediately fulfill His promise to Abram and Sarai.

And yet, the reader is left to wonder. What was the meaning of this dark and gruesome ritual? What was the purpose of the blood and gore and fire?

 

The Sages see the Covenant of the Pieces as being an allusion to what the Jewish people are yet to face: enslavement, loss of autonomy, exile but also ultimate Redemption. The Covenant of the Pieces teaches us that the bigger picture can speak to even the minutiae of our own lives. We all struggle with our successes and failures, our dreams and fears. Many of us may face moments in life where we pass through the fire, where we lament things lost and fear things yet to come. Life is not always clean and polished. Nor is life only a magnificent journey that we embark upon with our dignity intact and our hopes high. Sometimes we are broken and blinded by the thick smoke of our pain. The Covenant of the Pieces teaches us, however, that there is a torch to light our way through the black smoke.

According to Rashi, the act of splitting the animals and passing between them represents covenanting: the sharing of an experience in which the partners become like ‘blood siblings’. He also states that the ‘furnace and torch’ represents the Shechinah (Divine Presence) as She – like a pillar of fire by night - accompanies us through life’s darkest hour. Again, a psalm comes to mind: ‘as I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I shall not fear’ (Psalm 23:4).

 

Life can force us into the shadows and to gaze upon the dark side of the moon. Yet, true to God’s promise to Abram, the darkness and shadows allow us to see our stars shine all the brighter. The strength of the Covenant of the Pieces lies in its grittiness, in its ability to mix metaphors, to blend life and death into one intoxicating experience. We can pass through dire straits only to be born again. This is a covenant of a God Who is both infinitely loving and brutally honest. And it is this experience that makes our reality covenantal. Life isn’t easy, and sometimes we walk through darkness. But we might just be able to intuit that the Shechinah lights our way like a torch and that the stars illuminate our darker sphere. We may yet emerge stronger and more human, a true journey of the soul.


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Be Here Now

 

Atem nitzavim hayom kulchem lifnei Adonai eloheichem…’ – ‘Today, you all stand before the Eternal your God’. These are the momentous opening words of our Torah reading. This apparently simple verse encapsulates this entire, spectacular Yom Kippur reading. In fact, the first word—hayom, today—is a fractal, a miniature, of this Parashah and perhaps even of Judaism. Let us look at four possible ways of approaching this seemingly ordinary sentence and examining the function this one remarkable word, ‘today’.

 

Firstly Today can speak to us plainly and simply refer to the time of the narrative. In that case, ‘today’ is a finite point in history, over three thousand years ago, when Moses addressed the people just before they crossed the Jordan and entered the land of Israel. The focus is on ‘nitzavim’—to stand firmly as the Jewish people, rooted in history.

If we read it like this, ‘today’ is an ancient Declaration of Independence which determined the fate of an entire people. ‘Today’ recounts the girdling of loins and the unsheathing of swords. The people are gathered, from the lowest water bearer to the highest chief. They stand united: before God, their leader and the vision that binds them all. Empires may rise and fall. The ancient Egyptians will only leave us their pyramids and the ancient Greeks only their philosophy. But Judaism stands as strong today as it did then. Today is history.

 

Today can also speak to us metaphorically. According to the Baal Shem Tov, the first Chassidic Rebbe, the ‘Today’ in Parashat Nitzavim refers to the judgment on Rosh haShanah. The key word is ‘Adonai eloheichem’—the Eternal your God. Today is Yom Kippur, the day on we enter into profound relationship with God, the day on which the Judgment is sealed. We stand before our Creator to contemplate our shortcomings, analyse our deeds and accept consequence. Today, we are purified through prayer, repentance and fasting. Today we travel through the most sacred time of our Jewish calendar. We wear white and deny ourselves food and drink so that way may inherit the quality of angels. We brush up against death and embrace life. Today is timeless.

 

In our third approach of hayom, Today is tomorrow. Today is Redemption. ‘You all stand before the Eternal your God’ is prophecy. Only when our hearts are truly united in purpose, as illustrated by the important word ‘kulchem’—all of us, then the lion shall down with the lamb and the wood hewer can stand on equal footing with the elder, the parent and child, husband and wife. This is the day where ‘lo yisa goy el goy cherev, v’lo yilmedu od milchamanation shall not lift up sword against nation and neither shall they learn war anymore’ (Micah 4:3, Isaiah 2:4). It is the sheathing of swords and the drying of tears. It is the time of the Great Aleinu, when we stretch our imaginations to imagine a redeemed world where the specters of hunger and war plague us no longer. Or as the British band Queen sang, ‘if every leaf on every tree could tell a story that would be a miracle, if every child on every street, had clothes to wear and food to eat, that’s a miracle, if all God’s people could be free to live in perfect harmony, it’s a miracle.’ Today is the future.

 

And yet, out of all these readings, the one I find most compelling is my final and fourth reading. Today—hayom—refers to exactly what it is: the present. If we are gathered here now, before the Eternal our God…

It is not only a description of the past, nor only a vision of the future. It is not only an encounter with eternity, rather it is Now.

The traditional commentators, who analysed each word of the Torah, conclude that ‘there is no beginning or end to the Torah’. What they mean by this is not that the stories are out of sequence but rather, that there is an eternal quality to these stories. The cadence of Biblical Hebrew, with its mixture of present, past and future tenses, forces us to take the Torah on her own terms—she speaks to us still today. We can relate to the characters and their stories, their blessings and travails. In each of our communities, there is a Sarah struggling with infertility, there is an Isaac who suffers in silence, there is a Jacob who experiences personal growth. There is a Moses who rises to leadership, despite apparent handicaps, there is a Miriam who gets unjustly punished for delivering legitimate criticism, there is a Rivka who struggles with the meaning of life.

 

But the Torah is not only relevant because her stories still compel us but also because Judaism offers us a methodology of the present. Judaism forces us into the reality of Now. As our Parashah states, ‘ki hamitzvah hazot asher anochi metzavecha hayom lo niflet hi mimcha v’lo rechokah hi: lo bashamayim hi’—for this commandment which I command you this day is not too hard for you, or to remote. It is not in heaven…’ God doesn’t want to set us up for failure or taunt us with what isn’t. Rather, God wants us to reach and touch and experience and live. In the words of Psalms 34:8, ‘taste and see that God is Good’. Life is to be lived in the full and sanctified in our midst. Our lives are not in Heaven, or beyond the sea so that we may be disempowered and feel small. No, today is tangible and real, close to us, in our mouths and our hearts, so that we may live it and be fully present.

 

Not only does Judaism want us to be fully present, Judaism forces us to be fully present. We make blessings over the rainbow and the sea, over freshly baked bread hot from the oven and a juicy, blushing apple. We make blessings upon seeing long-lost friends and upon hearing good news. So many of our traditions, rituals and laws are geared towards sensitizing us to the sanctity of life. We do not dwell on death or hypothesize about the Hereafter. What matters is the work of our hands and the path before our feet. When we enshroud ourselves in our tallit, we feel soft wool brush against our skin. When we light Shabbat candles with our loved ones, we feel the weight of a week lift from our shoulders as we celebrate rest with loved ones. When we make a conscious decision about what we do and do not eat, we empathise with the farmers who grow our food and the animals which are slaughtered for our nourishment.

To be present is to be engaged. It means that we can open our Bibles and prayer books and let the words invite us into an ancient conversation. It means that we can engage in lively discussion with our friends and fellow congregants. We can be angry and hurt and disappointed by our Judaism, just as we can fall in love with it and cherish it and feel moved to tears by it. Either way, it means that we care. Caring means we have the courage and strength to make our Judaism fully our own. It means that we are committed to studying and learning and doing. Or as the Children of Israel answered upon receiving the Torah: ‘na’aseh v’nishmah: we will do and we will listen’.

To be engaged is to be responsible. It means that we embrace our heritage and that we wrestle with it, warts and all. We are anguished over injustices and cruelties perpetrated by our texts and our communities. We vow to change and renew and open up when Judaism shuts the doors on so many of us, when it locks out women or homosexuals or minorities. To be responsible is to be covenanted. ‘L’av’r’cha bivrit Adonai eloheicha uvalato asher Adonai eloheicha koret imcha HAYOM.’—‘…to enter into the sworn covenant which the Eternal One your God makes with you this day.’

 

Our covenant is based on choice. Free will is a cardinal value and undeniable reality in our religion. ‘Hachayim v’hamavet natati lefaneicha, habracha v’hak’lalah u’bacharta bachayim l’ma’an ticheyeh ata v’zarecha’—‘I have set before you life or death, blessing or curse; therefore choose life, that you and your descendants may live.’

The famous Jewish philosopher Maimonides reminds us of this unshakable truth in his Mishneh Torah, Laws of Repentence 5:1-3: “Freedom of choice has been granted to every man: if he desires to turn toward a good path and be righteous, the ability to do so is in his hands; and if he desires to turn toward an evil path and be wicked, the ability to do so is in his hands...".

 

It is the right and the responsibility to choose that makes us distinctly human and that makes our Judaism real, modern and genuine. We all have to choose, just as we all stood at the foot of the mountain to hear the lightning and see the thunder. Being in the moment, fully present, awake, covenanted and committed—is what gives our lives value. Cherish every moment, savour every breath. Sit here on this day, this holy and awesome day. Do not only think, but breathe, feel, touch. Make yourself aware of your surroundings and of your community, of the chair that you sit in, the melodies that ring in your eyes and the love that envelops you. Hold the experience of loved ones in your life and the bittersweet memories of those who are no longer with you. Let the sun warm your skin and the breeze stroke your hair.

Let this Yom Kippur wash over you, the songs and words, the tunes and silences, the standing and the sitting, the hunger and thirst, the love and the awe. It is all real and all holy. This day is a mosaic of past, present and future. Judaism speaks to our history and our Redemption, it speaks to our sense of eternity. But most of all, let it speak to us today.

 

Our Parashah ends with an injunction to love God. How can we be forced to love God? In fact, can we know how we love Something that most of us find hard to define, to grasp or to understand? And yet, Torah provides us with the answer. Love is never abstract, it is always real. Be present in this awe-inspiring world and cast off the sin of indifference. Love will come from a tactile appreciation of life as it is. Let us set this day before our eyes. Be. Here. Now.

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The Politics of Being Nice

 

It was a blistering summer day in Jerusalem and the sweat was pouring from our faces. My friend and I had just visited the Kotel Ma’aravi, the Western Wall, to say our prayers. It was Friday afternoon and we wanted to walk home and prepare for Shabbat. We crossed through the Arab section of old Jerusalem and weaved our way through the masses of Muslim Arabs who left their mosques after Friday prayers. Even though the old quarters were crowded, people graciously let us pass. My friend wanted to buy a refreshing limonana drink from a Palestinian vendor. The vendor asked if I wanted one too but I declined because I still had a bottle of water. Even though we were clearly identifiable as Jewish women in our modest skirts, headscarf and Star-of-David necklaces, the kindly Muslim vendor offered me a limonana drink for free. Gratefully, I accepted and knowing that he himself would be fasting due to Ramadan, wished him a blessed Ramadan. It was a small act of random kindness but it meant a lot to me. Between the politics of land, power and money, this stranger practiced the politics of kindness.

 

This is what I want to talk about today: the politics of being nice. ‘Nice’ appears to be the plainest word in the English language. Being kind is an underrated value. It is deemed a small thing. Being ‘kind’ in and of itself will not solve the environmental crisis, world hunger or usher in world peace. It may not even be a guarantee for personal happiness. There are plenty of kind and good people in the world who suffer nonetheless. Our collective voice of cynicism may even ask what good small random acts of kindness do. They seem fleeting, like a drop in the ocean.

And yet, the politics of being nice is one of the pillars on which our tradition stands. The Rabbis of the Mishnah and Talmud really valued kindness, chesed, and the power of acts of kindness, which they called gemilut chasadim. In fact, our Rabbinic Tradition values kindness so much that it, according to Pirkei Avot 1:2, is one of the three pillars on which the world stands, together with Torah and the service of God itself – ‘al shlosha devarim haolam omed – al haTorah, al haAvodah v’al Gemilut Chasadim’.

After the destruction of the Temple, it was prayer and kindness that replaced the sacrifices and that became the heart of our Jewish spirituality.

Of course, the cardinal importance attached to kindness didn’t merely begin with the Rabbis. Our entire tradition—from the earliest Bible stories to the Chassidic tales of the 18th century—brims with a love of kindness. Avraham Avinu himself was praised for his kindness and exceptional generosity towards strangers and wayfarers. His exemplary kindness towards the citizens of Sodom is something I spoke about on Rosh haShanah.

But Abraham Avinu isn’t the only Biblical hero who displayed kindness, of course. Shifra and Puah, the midwives of ambivalent status (some hold that they were Jews, others hold that they were righteous Gentiles) displayed great courage and kindness when they tried to save Hebrew babies from Pharaoh’s evil decree. They gently took care of baby Moses. According to Rashi, the kindness is even reflected in the etymologies of their names. Shifra is related to the root shin-peh-reish, ‘to beautify’ and Puah is related to the Hebrew word signifying cooing. In other words, not only did Shifra and Puah save babies, they also displayed extra chesed by beautifying and comforting them.

Of course, there is the story of Pharaoh’s daughter, Batya, who rescued Moses from the gaping mouth of the Nile. There are the stories of Job and Noah, two Gentile heroes our Tanakh accords great respect on account of their kindness. Moses was praised for his humility and his kindness to even animals. The Midrash states that the Eternal chose Moses for his mission because God saw the great mercy Moses displayed towards retrieving a straying lamb. David, as a young man, showed compassion for the troubled Saul by playing his harp to sooth Saul’s spirit.

Moreover, the Midrash recounts another act of supreme kindness: in the time of King David, there were two brothers. Both had an equal share of land. One, however, was single but prosperous. The other, destitute but rich in children. The single brother thought, ‘I have more than enough crops to sustain me, let me go give wheat to my brother who has so many mouths to feed’. While the brother with wife and children thought, ‘Through my children, I will have support in my old age and so I do not need all this crop, let me go to my single brother who has no such guarantees and share my wheat with him. ‘ Unbeknownst to each other, they secretly filled each other’s silo with wheat, out of the goodness of their heart. Because of this, God merited that the Holy Temple itself would be built on the very land that prompted them to act with great mercy.

                Furthermore, it is the Prophets themselves who enjoined acts of kindness upon us. As the Prophet Isaiah states in the Haftarah for Yom Kippur: “Is not this the fast I look for: to release the shackles of injustice, to undo the fetters of bondage, to let the oppressed go free, and to break every cruel chain? Is it not to share your bread with the hungry, and to bring the homeless poor into your house? When you see the naked, to clothe them, and never to hide yourself from your own kin?” (Isaiah 58:1-14)

Finally, in the Midrashic imagination of the Rabbis, even God Himself graced us with His kindness. It was God Who adorned Eve as a beautiful bride and escorted her to the chuppah in Gan Eden. And it was God Himself who made sure that Moses was buried when he died at 120 years of age. Unsurprisingly, core rabbinic values of kindness are accompanying the bride and burying the dead.

 

When we are reflecting upon our shortcomings during Yom Kippur, it’s easy to dwell on the spectacular transgressions. After all, our liturgy focuses—thankfully addressing us in the collective—on committing adultery, slandering, hatemongering and theft. In a way this may cause a disconnection. Do all of us really commit adultery and acts of violence? Of course not. But this sense of disconnection from the liturgy makes it easier for us to fall into the trap of putting this criticism aside and believing that we have less inner work to do. What if we choose to focus on our relationship with our ability to be nice? Let us think about what it means to be kind—both from the vantage point of our tradition (as I have already discussed) and from the vantage point of our personal experience. I am not proposing that we should ignore the negative injunctions of the liturgy but instead I propose that we add positives as well. In what ways could we have been kinder? In what ways could little acts of chesed have brightened the days of our fellow human beings?  Perhaps added to our solemn list of ashamnu’s and al chet’s, we could chant to the rhythm of our heart:

We can smile at a stranger on the bus. We can open the door for an elderly person. We can extend a hand to a lonely refugee. We can treat a single mother with dignity. We can give a little more charity. We can write a Get-Well card for a sick co-worker. We can give an extra hug to a grandchild. We can listen to a lonely friend. We can make that extra phone call to an ailing parent. We can spend those few extra minutes recycling our trash. We can volunteer an extra hour at the local shelter. We can help our neighbour carry her groceries. We can, as the Prophet Micah commands us, not only walk humbly but also do justly and love mercy.’

 

Kindness begins as a reflection in the face of our fellow human being, but it certainly doesn’t end there. Traditionally, the introspective period before the Yemei Teshuvah—the Days of Repentance—is divided up between contemplating two categories of relationship: bein adam l’makom and bein adam l’chavero. The first refers to the relationship between the individual and the Divine. The second refers to the relationship of the individual and his or her fellow human beings. Modern Jewish thought, however, has proposed a third category: bein adam l’atzmo: between an individual and his or herself. We don’t only reflect upon our so-called horizontal and vertical relationships but also on our internal relationship—with ourselves.

This logic can be extended to practicing the transformative politics of kindness. Not only should we be kind to others, and to the Omnipresent and all that God encompasses (such as our sacred, physical Universe) but also to ourselves. Perhaps this is the hardest kindness of all.

V’ahavta larecha kamocha’, our holy Torah commands us (Leviticus 19:18), ‘Love your neighbour as yourself – I am the Lord’. Rabbi Hillel taught this verse to the convert who asked him to explain the essence of Judaism on one foot: ‘Love your neighbour as yourself. This is the whole Torah, the rest is commentary. Now go and learn it’ (Talmud Bavli, Shabbat 31a). Rabbi Akiva expounded this verse as being a ‘great principle of the Torah’ (Midrash Torat Kohanim).

Usually we look at thsis verse one-dimensionally. It seems obvious. Love your neighbour as yourself. We read it with the emphasis on neighbour. ‘Love your neighbour as yourself’. But what if we shift the emphasis and read it as, ‘love your neighbour as yourself’? We can only truly be kind to others if we can first be kind to ourselves. If we judge ourselves too harshly, this will provide fertile ground for harsh judgments of others. But if we are gentle with our own souls, then we create the spaciousness of heart and the fortitude of spirit to be gentle with our fellow human beings. One cannot exist without the other.

 

Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle”, thus spoke Philo of Alexandria, the ancient Hellenist Jewish philosopher.  This truth echoes across the millennia. Life is hard, and in varying degrees, we have all experienced its hardships. Being kind is gratifying. Although it is not easy, it is simple. It is a task from which we are not free to desist and it is an investment that yields immediate returns. In a cynical world where it is easy to feel disempowered in the face of great evil and suffering, it is random acts of kindness that can empower us: both as givers and as receivers. Be kind to our world, to others and last but not least, to yourself. When saying the ashamnu’s and al chet’s, don’t literally ‘beat yourself up’ but rather gently knock at the gates of your heart. ‘Pitchu li sha’arei tzedek, avo vam odeh Yah’—‘Open for me the gates of righteousness and I will come there and thank God’ (Psalm  118:19).

 

Open yourself up to the rhythms of compassion and attune to the music of your heart. Then perhaps we may one day discover that there is more love to go round than we had expected. That we can build up our world through this grace, this abundant love, stone by stone, brick by brick, layer by layer. And then we might find that acts of loving kindness are indeed the pillars of Creation after all.

You might be surprised yet.

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Did Abraham Fail the Test?

 

There are countless themes that run through the High Holidays and we are familiar with many of them: repentance, justice, prayer, soul-searching. Of the Yom haDin, the Day of Judgment and of celebrating the Creation of the world: of anticipated endings and new beginnings. They push us to think about our relationship with ourselves, others, the world and God. The Yamim Nora’im—Days of Awe—are not supposed to be easy; they are supposed to be meaningful.

The theme I would like to address concerns itself with the courage to be morally defiant, even if it means defying God for the sake of God’s own justice. Many of us have the classical image in our head of God being crowned King on Rosh haShanah as all of Creation passes before Him in judgment. However, this can also be a difficult and an incomplete image. Perhaps it is us who should judge God in return.

 

This sounds preposterous, of course. But is it? I propose that we look closer at this idea through the lens of one of the most riveting and disturbing Rosh haShanah stories: Akeidat Yitzchak—the Binding of Isaac. And I dare launch a controversial statement.

Abraham failed the test. Not because he didn’t sacrifice Isaac but because he almost did.

 

How did Abraham fail the test of sacrificing his son? In order to answer that question, let us look at the context.

Looking at the context of a Torah passage or verse is an ancient Jewish technique of text study. Rashi calls this smichut parshiyot, the joining of different passages so that we may glean meaning from their interconnection.  In a sense it is like watching a soap opera. What happened in the previous episode and how will this impact the unfolding plot?

Previously in the book of Genesis, we witnessed the unfolding of the Sodom and Amorrah story. The twin cities of sin have found ill-favour in God’s eyes. Not because, as often is thought, due to acts of sexual depravity, but rather, as the Midrash states, because of social exclusion. The Sodomites twisted their laws to legally oppress the stranger and the poor amongst them. Finally God heard a great outcry rising from Sodom (which the Midrash recounts as coming from a young woman tortured to death because she fed a starving man). God decides to intervene and overturn the cities. Of course this begs the question: were all the inhabitants of Sodom and Amorrha cruel and morally corrupt and deserve to be killed by the wrath of God?

Avraham Avinu asks himself the exact same question and he calls God on it, so to speak. “Shall not the Judge of all the Earth do justly?” (18:25) he says. And he proceeds to negotiate with God down to ten righteous people.

The Abraham we encounter here is truly a man who walks with God. He has the courage to hold God to God’s own absolute moral standards. Does God not expect Abraham to rise to the occasion?

As the famous Bible scholar Aviva Gottlieb Zornberg writes in her monumental work, ‘Genesis – the Beginning of Desire’:

 

‘In [this] famous passage, Abraham negotiates with God about the destiny of Sodom. “Shall I hide from Abraham what I am about to do?”asks God (18:17). In [Midrash] Bereshit Rabbah, God’s special love for Abraham is expressed thus: Ï shall do nothing without his knowledge”… his consciousness (da’at) is valued by God, his reactions courted even where they run, in an obvious sense, counter to the expressed intent of God. So Abraham pleads for Sodom, “plays” God down from fifty righteous saviors of the city to ten. The core of his plea balances his concern for God with his concern for humanity. ‘Shall not the Judge of all the earth deal justly?”(18:25).“

 

It is Abraham’s ability to ‘hold both God and man in a single thought’, which, according to Abraham Joshua Heschel is the mark of a truly religious human being. It is what makes Abraham uniquely righteous.

Abraham is the first in the Bible who dares take initiative as exemplified by his aggressive plea to save Sodom. Abraham’s intimate relationship with the Eternal and his heart overflowing with love makes him unafraid to draw on either quality for the sake of even the gravest of sinners. This is the Abraham we love and admire.

 

This, then, is the context preceding Akeidat Yitzchak. Our troubling passage opens with ‘achar hadevarim haeleh’—‘and it was after these things’. The classical commentators ask themselves, ‘what things?’ (Many things happened in this parashah, and Midrash fills in the blanks). My bold proposition then, is to read ‘achar hadevarim haeleh’ as referring to the Sodom episode. Like a good soap opera, we know what our protagonist has been up to before. We saw last week’s cliffhanger. We think that we can anticipate our hero’s next move. Abraham has, after all, shown momentous courage.

But then Abraham our Father surprises us with his most troubling act of moral ambiguity yet. When the Torah tells us, ‘achar hadevarim haeleh, haElohim nisa et Avraham’—‘and it was after these things that God tested Abraham’ we know all too well what follows: the reprehensible commandment to sacrifice his son. Is this the same God Whose justice could be tempered by a man’s plea for mercy? Is this the same God Who promised to never destroy the earth again after the deluge? Who sets a rainbow over all the earth as a sign of His covenant of love with all of Creation?

Aviva Gottlieb Zornberg suggests that Abraham stayed silent upon hearing the gruesome order. She says:

 

‘Silence is the ultimate modality of Abraham… Abraham was silent when suffering, as it is said, ‘Take your son.’ He could have said, ‘Yesterday, You told me, ‘in Isaac your seed will be named.’ He could have [should have?] responded… but he says nothing.’

 

And so we are left to wonder, is this the same Abraham full of bravado only a few chapters ago?  This man timidly and willingly resigns himself to the fate of sacrificing his beloved son.

This story seems a direct inversion of the Sodom story. In the Sodom story, God could be swayed and He promises to show mercy if ten righteous people are found (of course, the story doesn’t end well for the Sodomites). It is Abraham who sets the conditions. What we see is a picture of a stern but merciful God and of God’s brave and morally righteous servant.

However, in the Akeidah, it is God who is unrelenting and Abraham who complies with an absurd demand. How can this be? The korban (sacrifice) seems to be inverted: the guilty becomes the innocent, the bystander becomes the father and the God willing to forego some of His power now becomes a God Who wishes to vindicate Himself ad absurdum.

Or so it seems.

 

I believe we can read the text in a radically different way. When the Torah states that ‘God tried Abraham’, I believe the true test was not whether Abraham would sacrifice Isaac but rather whether Abraham would have the holy chutzpah to do again what he did before. Resist. Defy. Argue. Isn’t this the pattern of behavior that the Eternal expects (and demands) from his faithful servant? After all, Abraham is commanded to ‘la’asot tzedakah u’mishpat’—to do righteousness and justice. The text may provide us hints to support such a reading.

The Torah recounts: ‘Abraham, take your son.’ The famous medieval commentator Rashi fills in the gaps of a truncated conversation: ‘God says, ‘take your son.’ Abraham said to God, ‘I have two sons.’ God said to him, ‘your only one’. Abraham replied, ‘which son? God said, ‘the one you love’ upon which Abraham replied, ‘I love them both’. Finally God specifies:’ Isaac’.

It is almost as if the Torah and Rashi are both waiting with baited breath. Each word carefully articulated, each pause apparent. Are you sure you want to do this, Abraham? Stop. Think this over. Stop. Take a deep breath. Stop. Remember who Isaac is, Abraham. He is your longed-for, chosen son, heir apparent of your legacy of justice and loving kindness, the only child of your beloved wife Sarah. Stop.

Can you almost hear the dark irony of the Torah’s text as God issues His command? It is as if you can almost imagine God repeating the thought to Himself: ‘shall I conceal from Abraham what I am doing?’ Is God issuing Abraham a hidden invitation, no better yet: a hidden command to rebel?  Is, a God who demands such an exacting price a God worth serving? Rashi hints at God’s real intent through the word ‘v’ha’elehu’—bring him up. God doesn’t use the word ‘slaughter’ at all…

 

And yet, Abraham zealously complies.

He takes his son up to Mount Moriah. Silence marks their ascent to the sacrificial altar, a descent into slavish obedience. Rabbi Nachman of Bratzlav considers this an encounter with the challal panui, the silent space of God’s absence. Perhaps God makes Himself absent from abhorrent human actions done in His Holy Name. Perhaps the silence awaits Abraham’s response – not in an eagerness to serve but in an eagerness to oppose in the Name of God Himself. And yet Abraham and Isaac walk on together, the son completely trusting his father, the father completely loving the son. It only makes the scenario more poignant and cruel.

At the end, God stays Abraham’s hand, the knife hovering dangerously over the bound Isaac. But is it really God staying Abraham’s hand? Genesis speaks of a ‘malach’, an angel of God. Why is it not God Himself intervening? Is it possible to read God’s lack of direct presence as thinly-veiled disappointment? He sent His angel to stop the drama from unfolding. Perhaps God is angry with Abraham. Like an angry and disappointed parent, God does not want to face Abraham. True, the p’shat (plain meaning) of the text suggests pride of not having been withheld Isaac but I can almost imagine this being a taciturn compliment of a sour and obligatory nature.

Abraham failed the test. Perhaps this passage should be called Akeidat Avraham for truly it is Abraham who is bound: hands and feet and heart and lips, failing to reject callousness in the Name of the Most High.

 

We can all imagine moments in our lives as Jews, as people of faith, as human beings where we should have stood up to authority unafraid, even when that authority seems absolutely correct. It is easy and comfortable to conform, to wash our hands clean from responsibility, to shirk accountability. But both the Sodom story and the Akeidah remind us that it is often through rule of law that the cruelest of crimes are perpetrated.

Of course, we are fallible. We, too, fail to stand up to ‘do righteousness and justice’. But then again, we can take comfort by looking at the other side of the coin. We too can defy authority for a righteous cause and confront the Divine with Divine principles. There is a definite place in our tradition for what I would call ‘covenantal anger’ sparked by the human condition and all the cruel and senseless tragedies that can befall us throughout our lifetimes.  Rule of divine law means that even God Himself is bound by justice and that when God fails to live up to His own standards, then we are called to judge Him. Only then can God’s integrity be preserved and is He worthy of our worship. This is the mark of a person’s genuine relationship with God and only under this condition can God be the One Who ‘heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds, who numbers the stars and gives each one a name’ (Psalm 147:3-4).

 

Fortunately, both modalities of Abraham live within us. Hopefully, reminding ourselves of the Akeidah and standing before the Divine Presence during these Days of Awe will give us the strength to emulate the Abraham we love and admire. Be the justice in the world that you want to see done. Be and be not afraid. Then perhaps we can really bring Heaven down to Earth.

 

Shanah tovah!


estherhugenholtz: Writing (Writing)

Today, entertainment competes heavily for our attention. Some eagerly await the Season Finale of ‘Lost’, others are happy to go see a movie at a nearby movie theater. There’s Hulu and Netflix and the iPod, and even the iPad. There’s a real information overload but why?

The premise of cheap entertainment is the thrill. The premise of quality entertainment, however, is the story. And good stories can be told compellingly in any medium whether it’s the silver screen, pixels or print. Or, perhaps, a good story can be told through the forgotten art of theater.

I would like to cordially invite you to examine a unique and ancient theater production of our own: the Megillah Reading. True, it may not be a Broadway show, but the story is absolutely riveting. The Book of Esther contains comedy, romance and suspense and is topped off with a happy ending—of sorts. The Megillah features a brave hero (Mordechai), and evil villain (Haman), a well-intentioned but ignorant king (Achashverosh) and of course, our beautiful heroine: Queen Esther.

I would like to approach the character of Esther. How does she develop as a character? And what is her message for a contemporary audience?

The book of Esther can be read on multiple levels. At first glance, the story seems to be a Shakespearian ‘comedy of errors’. Yet the apparent levity of the story is counterbalanced by a profound sense of gravity.

Firstly, for a Biblical text, it is remarkable that the protagonist who is featured so prominently (and heroically) is a woman. Moreover, it is striking that she is also the richest and most complex character in the story. Achashverosh and Haman are caricatures. Vashti only makes a brief cameo appearance and even our brave Mordechai is a flat character. In a sense, his heroism is predictable and one-dimensional. It is Queen Esther who tantalizes us with her complexity, courage and contradictions. Unsurprisingly, then, she is also the character that undergoes the most growth.

Another striking feature of the Book of Esther is the absence of God. The Rabbis from the Talmud already wrestled with this question. If this book is a sacred and canonical text, then where does God come into play? Or does He remain in the wings? The Megillah does not mention the God of Israel once. Furthermore, the Megillah’s plot illustrates a number of incidents that contradict Jewish law. Wasn’t Esther ‘intermarried’?  How did she keep kosher in the palace of the Persian king? Was Esther a religious girl or a prime example of assimilation avant-la-letre? Exploring these questions will provide us with compelling insights into Esther’s character.

Midrash tries to answer these questions.

One of the Midrashic answers comes from the Talmud Bavli (Megilla 10b to 17a). The Midrash suggests that Esther adhered to a vegetarian diet at the palace, immersed in a mikveh before consorting with the King and resisted relations with Achashverosh. All this, of course, is conjecture of idealized ‘rabbinic’ behavior on part of Queen Esther. The rabbinic imagination doesn’t stop here. The Midrash describes Queen Esther’s beauty to the Morningstar. Even so, a more contemporary analysis of Esther’s character is more complex and more enticing.

Esther’s story begins as a hybrid between Cinderella and America’s Next Top Model—only set in Antiquity. The orphan Esther (also known as Hadassah) is Mordechai’s beautiful niece. After Achashverosh’s unfortunate incident with his former wife Vashti, Esther is summoned to the palace. There she is to compete against the many beautiful young maidens of Shushan in order to find favor in the King’s eyes. Esther won the beauty pageant avant-la-letre and was assigned personal handmaidens and an intricate year-long spa treatment with oil of myrrh, perfume and cosmetics.

If one reads the p’shat (literal meaning) of the story, concluding that Esther was the superficial type would be obvious. She allows herself to be pampered and seems to enjoy the attention lavished upon her. The text of the Megillah doesn’t hint at her having any other ambitions except from being Persia’s beauty queen. Initially, it is Mordechai who takes bold steps in order to safeguard the future of the Jewish people while Esther prefers to look away. Even when the situation surrounding Haman’s evil plans worsens.

Mordechai tries to galvanize Esther into action when he learns of Haman’s genocidal plans. He prods her to draw the King’s attention to these plans. Her initial response is evasive. 'All the king's servants, and the people of the king's provinces, do know, that whosoever, whether man or woman, shall come unto the king into the inner court, who is not called, there is one law for him, that he be put to death, except such to whom the king shall hold out the golden scepter, that he may live; but I have not been called to come in unto the king these thirty days.' (Esther 4:11)         

Mordechai is disappointed in Esther’s response and even has to convince Esther to search out the King. Mordechai states; 'Don’t think that you shall escape in the king's house, more than all the Jews.’

Interestingly so, this outcry is the turning point in the narrative. From a literary perspective, it cannot be coincidental that this occurs in the middle of the Megillah, in the fifth chapter. And not only is this a turning point for the plot but also for the growth of Esther as a true heroine. She becomes a character of depth and substance who gains insight and courage. Both bravely and stoically, she proclaims, ‘v’cha’asher avad’ti, avad’it’: ‘if I perish, I perish’. (Esther 4:16)

This is the moment that Esther comes to full bloom and where she develops real Shakespearian finesse. Our young heroine forges her own plans to manipulate Achashverosh through seduction, wit and palace intrigue. Amongst these worldly goals, Esther still balances spiritual concerns by fasting—in sharp contrast to the opulence and decadence of the Persian court.

Unlike many Shakespearian dramas (although in keeping with Shakespearian comedies) all ends well. The Queen is rewarded, Mordechai is vindicated, Haman is hanged and the Jews are saved.

Esther reigns triumphant, as a fully developed and well-rounded character. She is worthy of her title, ‘Esther haMalka’. Her personal development gains full significance in light of a small but telling detail in the narrative of the Megillah. In Chapter 9, verse 29, the Megillah writes: ‘vatichtov Esther’, ‘and Esther wrote’. This description of the Purim decree that Esther issued speaks volumes. Esther shares the (albeit, dubious) honor with Jezebel of being the only two women in Tanakh who wrote in person. (Jezebel’s act of writing is recording in Kings I, 21:8). The notion of a literate Biblical Queen sparks the imagination of the contemporary reader. Esther truly underwent a metamorphosis and became the complex and rich character that still fascinates us to this day.

If you would like to experience the depth of Esther’s character yourself, I would encourage you to come to a Megillah reading. Bring your Megillah – in Hebrew and in translation – and your best spirits. Allow yourself to be swept away by an epic tale that still rings true and by the charm of its beautiful protagonist. The Book of Esther surely is a good story. With a great heroine at its midst.       


(This (slightly revised) article, written as an assignment for class, was inspired by an earlier Dutch article on Queen Esther)
   


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Op de website van W!J is er weer een nieuwe column van mijn hand te vinden.

Het thema is vrijheid en verantwoordelijkheid. Welke verantwoordelijkheden roept bijvoorbeeld vrijheid van meningsuiting op?



Ik had op school al de irritante eigenschap om veel te lange opstellen te schrijven. Ik vond schrijven zo leuk, dat ik mijzelf er helemaal in verloor. Dit tot wanhoop van de docent die mijn verhalen moest nakijken. Toen ik op mijn zestiende de opdracht kreeg om een opstel te schrijven over hoe mijn ideale samenleving er uit zou zien, grijnsde ik van oor tot oor. Mijn lerares waarschuwde echter. "Maak er geen boekwerk van, Esther!" ... lees hier verder.

estherhugenholtz: Writing (Writing)

Hieronder vind u de derasja (droosje) die ik op vrijdagavond 21 mei heb gehouden in de Liberaal Joodse Gemeente Amsterdam.


Er zijn meerdere wegen naar de misjkan – pluralisme van kedoesja

Dit is mijn eerste keer dat ik in de LJG Amsterdam een droosje geef en wij boffen niet met deze parsje!
Dit is een complexe, moeilijke parsje met vele lijnen die door elkaar lijken te lopen. Parasjat Naso lijkt willekeurig en obscuur en adresseert een aantal moeilijke thema’s.

De vraag is: is de parsje ook willekeurig? We gaan op een korte ontdekkingsreis om een patroon te vinden.
Wat kunnen wij van dit ogenschijnlijk onsamenhangende stuk tekst leren?

 

De parsje in vogelvlucht vertelt het verhaal van:

-          Volkstelling van Gersonieten, Merarieten en Kehatieten die dienen in de ontmoetingstent.

-          Rituele onreinheid door tza’arat (een soort Bijbelse lepra), zav (genitale emissies) en toemat met (rituele onreinheid door de dood).

-          Het Sota ritueel van de vrouw die van overspel wordt verdacht.

-          De Nazir: de man of vrouw die zich toewijdt aan een ascetisch leven zonder wijn en zonder het haar te knippen.

-          De Priesterzegen (Birkat Kohaniem).

-          Het opzetten van het tabernakel en de twaalf stamleiders die hun vrijwillige offers komen brengen.

-          Mosjé spreekt met de Eeuwige in de ontmoetingstent.

 

De vraag is natuurlijk of er een onderliggend thema is. Wat is het belang van zoveel detail? En wat hebben al deze elementen gemeen?

Laten we drie mysterieuze thema’s nader bekijken: de Birkat Kohaniem, de Sota, en de Nazir.

De eerste is ons bekend en vertrouwd. De andere twee, echter, zijn onbegrijpelijker.
Maar het verbindende element is dat ze allemaal te maken hebben met de misjkan (het tabernakel) als symbol van de goddelijke aanwezigheid in onze wereld. En ze hebben allemaal te maken met kedoesja - heiliging.
Nadat we deze drie elementen besproken hebben, gaan we in op wat heiliging ons progressieve Joden vandaag de dag nog te bieden heeft.


Birkat Kohaniem/Priesterzegen: - dit is uiteraard bekend uit de liturgie.
In de parsje staat er emor lahem (Num 6:23) wanneer de Eeuwige de Kohaniem gebiedt het volk te zegenen. Volgens Rashi staat er emor lahem (meervoud) zodat iedereen - de hele kille (gemeenschap) de zegen kon horen en ontvangen. Iedereen telt mee.

Er is een interessant spanningsveld wat betreft de Priesterzegen. Wij zeggen de Birkat Kohanim voor onze kinderen op Sjabbat terwijl de overgrote meerderheid van ons geen Kohaniem zijn. Toch wordt Israël een goy kadosj (een heilig volk) een een mamlechet kohaniem (een koninkrijk van Priesters) genoemd. Het is belangrijk om te onthouden dat dit niet doelt op de zogenaamdede 'superioriteit' van het Joodse volk maar doet ons juist herinneren aan onze opdracht om de wereld te vervolmaken. Kortom: wees de zegen die je wilt ontvangen. 
 

Sota is het ritueel van de van overspel verdachte vrouw die voor de Kohen moet verschijnen.

Het is wel zo dat haar man haar eerst moet waarschuwen dat hij haar verdenkt en haar aanspreken op wat (in in deze patriarchale cultuur) op verdacht gedrag lijkt. Mocht zij deze waarschuwing in de wind slaan, dan heeft hij het recht om haar officieel te betichten.

Zij moet voor de Kohen verschijnen en de bittere wateren drinken.  Dit is gewijd water uit een aardewerken pot waarin stof van de vloer van de misjkan is vermengt. Tevens wordt er een vloek met de Naam van God op perkament geschreven en in het water opgelost. De vrouw moet vervolgens een eed afleggen bij de Kohen.

Als zij schuldig is dan zwelt haar buik en verschrompelt haar schoot. Is zij onschuldig dat zal zij zwanger worden.

Is deze zwangerschap een beloning voor haar trouw? Volgens Rabbi Akiva in de Babylonischa Talmoed, Masechet Sotah 26a werd een onvruchtbare vrouw vruchtbaar door de wateren.
Hoe kunnen we dit bizarre ritueel begrijpen in het kader van kedoesja - heiligheid?

In de
Bavli Kiddoesjin 30b  staat de er sjalosj sjoetafim (drie partners) betrokken zijn in de schepping van nieuw leven: de man, de vrouw, en de Eeuwige. Samen vormen zij een uniek verbond.

De parallel met het Gouden Kalf (egel hazahav) dat beschreven staat in Exodus 32 dwingt zich aan ons op. Hierbij het beeld wat de Israëlieten aanbaden verbrand, vermalen en opgelost in water. De Bne Israel werden gedwongen om er van te drinken.

Spirituele monogamie en echtelijke monogamie staan gelijk aan elkaar.
Kunnen we toch nog een relevante boodschap opmaken uit het Sota ritueel?

In
Bavli Sjabbat 116a staat geschreven over het Sota ritueel dat God bereid is om Zijn Naam te laten wissen voor sjalom bayit (een vredig gezinsleven) tussen man en vrouw. Hoe moeilijk het Sota ritueel ook te begrijpen is voor de moderne mens kunnen we er toch misschien uit opmaken dat het Sota ritueel de kracht heeft om een vloek tot zegen te maken, om een vrouw te redden van de schaduw van verdenking, om de harmonie tussen echtelieden te herstellen. De verdachtmaking van ontrouw kan worden getransformeerd tot een symbool van trouw - tussen man en vrouw en tussen God en mens. Heiliging door trouw is hier het thema.

 

De Nazir (nazireeër) functioneert als tegenhanger van de Kohen. De Nazir is iemand die vrijwillig kiest om een gewijd bestaan te leiden voor een bepaalde periode. Dit doet hij (of zij) door het afzweren van wijn en druifproducten en door het laten groeien van het haar. In deze parsje staat beschreven hoe de Nazir ook heilig is. Ki yazir l’adonai, kadosj adonai. Want hij is gewijd aan de Eeuwige en heilig voor de Eeuwige. Deze formulering, kadosj l'adonai staat ook op de diadeem van de Hogepriester geschreven.

In tegenstelling tot Priesterschap is naziroet een vrijwillig en egalitair principe. Elk Jood (ook een vrouw) kan een Nazir worden.

Interessant is dat een Kohen zijn allernaasten mag begraven ondanks het risico van rituele verontreiniging door toemat met. Een Nazir, echter, mag niet eens zijn naaste familieleden begraven omdat ook hij onrein kan worden. De parsje (Num 6:7) geeft hiervoor een reden: ‘ki nezer elohav al rosjo - omdat de kroon van de Eeuwige op zijn hoofd rust’.) Waarom het verschil tussen de Kohen en de Nazir? Men zou verwachten dat de restricties voor de Kohen nog altijd zwaarder zouden moeten zijn. De uitleg is dan ook dat de Nazir vrijwilig kiest voor zijn restricties, en de Kohen niet. Aangezien het Priesterschap een overerfelijke functie is erkent de Torá dat het onrechtvaardig zou zijn om de Kohen te veroordelen tot een situatie waarin hij niet eens zijn dierbaren kan begraven. De Nazir, echter, kiest bewust voor zijn of haar positie, zoekt die extra heiligheid op en moet daarvoor de consequenties aanvaarden. Hiermee wordt de Nazir ook een beetje een Kohen.

Een vergelijking tussen de twee posities dringt dan zichzelf ook op. Zoals de Nazir is heiliging iets waar we onszelf aan kunnen verbinden, hoe moeilijk die keuze ook is. En soms is heiliging iets wat je gewoon moet aanvaarden en moet integreren in je bestaan, zoals de Kohen.

 

Samenvattend zouden we kunnen betogen dat zingeving is de kunst van een lijn zien in het alledaagse of het willekeurige.

Wij lezen de Tora liefdevol met de vooronderstelling dat de tekst – hoe obscuur of problematisch ook - ons dieper inzicht kan geven.

Dit typisch Joodse en rabbijnse proces van kritisch en zorgvuldig lezen schept een dynamische relatie tussen ons, de tekst en de Eeuwige.

 

Ondanks zijn ondoorgrondelijkheid, zien wij patronen in de parsje die allen wijzen in de richting van kedoesja/heiliging. Zoals de priesterzegen die het volk heiligt, de Sota die gezegend kan worden door haar huwelijkse trouw en de Nazir die door eigen initiatief een rijker geloofsleven kan ervaren.

Maar wat betekent heiliging voor ons vandaag de dag? Blijft het alleen maar bij oude en obscure rituelen? Nee. Heiliging geeft ons de opdracht om bewust en ethisch met ons Jodendom bezig te zijn. Zonder betrokkenheid bij de wereld kan kedoesja introvert worden. Het is juist onze opdracht – vooral ook als progressieve Joden – om zelfbewust met beide benen in de moderne wereld te staan.

Kedoesja heb je niet – je streeft het na. Ik nodig u uit om na te denken over hoe bijzondere momenten en daden uw leven verrijken. Is dat door tikkoen olam? Door het doen van mitswot? Door lernen? Of door intens te genieten van de natuur en de wereld om ons heen? Door in aanraking te komen met de eigen creativiteit? Door het koesteren van menselijke relaties?

 

Dit is namelijk de kracht van deze parsje: het leert ons over een pluralisme van kedoesja – een modern thema. Net zo goed dat er verschillende manieren zijn om Joods te zijn, leert parasjat Naso ons dat er verschillende manieren zijn om kedoesja na te streven: door werk, ritueel, talent, devotie, (huwelijkse) trouw, gebed, creativiteit, liefde enzovoorts. Wij moeten ieder onze eigen manier vinden en daar met integriteit en authenticiteit – en niet te vergeten, vreugde - naar handelen. Zo kunnen we altijd de dialoog aangaan. Met elkaar en de Eeuwige. Er zijn namelijk altijd meerdere wegen die naar de misjkan leiden.

 

Sjabbat sjalom.

 

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Op de website van W!J is er weer een nieuwe column van mijn hand te vinden.

Het thema gaat deze keer over interreligieuze dialoog. Wat kunnen moslims, joden en christenen van elkaar leren? Komt allen kijken op de marktplaats van ideeën!


Tijdens de pauze springen de lichten aan en komt de zaal met geroezemoes weer tot leven. De diaprojector wordt even uitgezet. Ik zit als een Amsterdamse marktvrouw achter mijn tafeltje met mijn joodse waar. In het volle kerkzaaltje komen luisteraars leergierig op mijn tafeltje af. Ze willen de joodse traditie allemaal zien, voelen en aanraken. De mezoeza met echt perkament, de witte, wollen gebedsmantel, de zilveren kiddoesjbeker en de zwart leren gebedsriemen worden nieuwsgierig bestudeerd. Iemand pakt de sjofar (ramshoorn) op terwijl een ander geïntrigeerd door de Hebreeuwse tekst van een gebedenboek bladert... Lees hier verder.
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Haftarah for Bamidbar: Hosea 2:1-22

I Can’t Help Falling in Love with You

How can I forget the day that I was to be married to my beloved husband? Of course, every wedding has its memorable moments. There’s the whispered holiness of the mikveh the day before, the silken-soft rustle of dress and veil, the lilting scents of perfume and bouquet. More importantly, the hugs and kisses of loved ones in celebration punctuate my memories. Of course, there is dancing and song and laughter. The giddying experiences of being hoisted upon chairs during the Hora and the sweetness of sanctified wine upon eager lips.

To me, however, the moment suspended in eternity was when my beloved chattan pronounced the words that sanctified me unto him according to the Law of Moses and Israel and when he - amongst all the pomp and circumstance of the day – slid a simple, unassuming gold band on my finger. From that moment on, my heart sang, we were covenanted to each other.

Of course, a wedding is the culmination of an intense process of emotional and spiritual growth between two people. Most great love stories have spectacular endings yet humble beginnings. So too for my husband and myself. What is there to tell? We met in synagogue!

One of the world’s greatest love stories is the relationship between God and the Jewish people. This saga also had humble origins—with a shepherd from Ur Kasdim. And, like most love stories, there was an intense process of emotional and spiritual growth between God and Israel. In our case, this took place in the desert, after a spectacular elopement from Mitzrayim.

Parashat Bamidbar recounts this formative period in the covenantal relationship. The parashah sets the stage: “on the first day of the second month, in the second year following the exodus from the land of Egypt…” (Num. 1:1) only to continue with a seemingly strange demand: “take a census of the whole Israelite community by the clans of its ancestral houses…” (Num. 1:2)

Hence, Moshe and Aharon are instructed to count the people and administrate them, the overarching theme of the parasha.

According to Rashi the census may not be strange at all. This famous early Medieval commentator explains that God counted the people out of His great love for them. What better way to cement a relationship than to pay close attention to detail; to the needs of your love and to take constant note of their presence? Or as the 19th century poetess Elizabeth Barrett Browning wrote in Sonnet 43: ‘How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.’

The Haftarah on Hosea ties in beautifully with this theme and expands it.

The eighth century (BCE) prophet Hosea was the first prophet to phrase the covenantal relationship between God and Israel in marital and monogamous terms. Chastening the Jewish people for their idolatry, he compares this to adultery and hereby creates an oft-repeated refrain of monotheism as spiritual monogamy. However, Hosea is not only interested in chiding the Jews in the name of God but also offers them healing their relationship through the forgiveness of God. The divine voice oscillates between anger and love, like a lover spurned or husband betrayed.

Hosea persuades his audience by appealing to metaphors of both a romantic past and a promising future.

Love in the wilderness is one of the nostalgic metaphors that the prophet Hosea draws on. Through him, the Holy One Blessed be He reminisces that He ‘will speak coaxingly to her and lead her through the wilderness and speak to her tenderly… there she shall respond as in the days of her youth, when she came up from the land of Egypt’ (Hosea 2:16-17).

Not only is Hosea a prophetic mouthpiece for God’s desire to enter and maintain a covenantal ‘marriage’ with Israel, but he also becomes an actual conduit for that desire. The prophet is forced to take the prostitute Gomer daughter of Diblaim as his wife and accept the fruits of her womb as his own children, regardless of which unknown man sired them. His children he shall name ‘Lo-Ruchamma’ (Unforgiven) and ‘Lo-Ammi’ (Not My People) as an embodiment of God’s feelings of betrayal by Israel on account of their idolatry. In essence, Hosea lives—body and soul—in the experience of a broken relationship that must—and will be—fully restored.

When Israel will return to God in unwavering loyalty and worship of Him alone, this relationship will be restored. With inspired Messianic fervor, the prophet voices God’s desire:

‘And in that day—declares the Lord—you will call Me Ishi, and no more will you call Me Baali. For I will remove the names of the Baalim from her mouth, and they shall nevermore be mentioned by name. In that day, I will make a covenant for them with the beasts of the field, the birds of the air and the creeping things of the ground; I will also banish bow, sword, and war from the land. Thus I will let them lie down in safety.’ (Hosea 2:18-19)

 The pun on ‘ba’al’ is obvious to the attentive reader. Ba’al is the Canaanite fertility god at whose sacred groves the Israelites knelt in idolatry. But ba’al—meaning ‘master’— is also the Hebrew word for husband. A husband in antiquity was indeed the ‘master’ of his wife: he acquired her for a bride-price and had legal jurisdiction over her.

Yet here, Hosea is proposing something awe-inspiring. Not only is God eager to take His beloved bride back into His arms but moreover, He is yearning to develop their relationship. God appears to says through his faithful prophet that in the Messianic Era, Israel and God will not relate to each other in old terms but in new ones. Not through a model of patriarchy shall God be served, but perhaps through a model of marital egalitarianism. The poignantly neutral word ‘Ish’—man—is substituted. Can we imagine that in a time of universal peace, brotherhood and spiritual closeness it is possible that we will have an entirely new and fulfilling relationship with the Holy One? Where we are betrothed again in ‘righteousness and justice, and with goodness and mercy’ so that we may ‘know the Lord?’(Hosea 2:21-22)

It is a daring metaphor that Hosea employs and compelling in its spiritual audacity. Maybe the metaphor allows us to superimpose divine love onto human love. If we are created ‘b’tselem Elohim’—in the image of God—and are betrothed to Him in sacred covenant, then maybe we can extend that same covenant of love to other people. Maybe it will enable us to look at our partners, our husbands and wives with new eyes. Maybe it allows us to blend and redefine our notions of the masculine and feminine, of God the King of Kings and as His Shechinah on a model of God betrothing us all. Is it a coincidence that Shir haShirim (Song of Songs) that holiest of love songs speaks of such a love between lovers and allegorically between God and humanity? Of a love where the partners are equals yet at the same time entirely devoted to each other.

It is unsurprising then that this same rousing passage is recited during the ritual of laying tefillin (phylacteries). As we say these verses and wrap the strap linking the Torah to our hands around our fingers, we emulate the chuppah. We are invited to marry God each day anew, in a relationship that allows our full potential to come to fruition.

As a kallah (bride), my moment suspended in eternity did not end after my chattan slipped the ring on my finger. I proceeded to gently take his hand into mine and to slip a gold band around his finger. I too covenanted him to me—in righteousness and justice, goodness and mercy.

Together we live our lives in a tender and sacred covenant where my husband is not my ‘ba’al’ but my ‘ish’.

I can only wish the very same for all of us—both in the realm of earthly love and in the realm of God’s presence.

estherhugenholtz: Columns W!J (W!J logo)
Op de website van W!J is er weer een nieuwe column van mijn hand te vinden.

Het thema van deze maand is 'tradities''. Mijn column gaat in op de plaats van tradities in onze moderne samenleving. Hoe zoeken we een authentieke weg tussen verschraling en dwangmatigheid?



Ik ben gek op tradities. Kerst, Sinterklaas, Suikerfeest en Chanoeka... Het maakt mij niets uit. Verjaardagen, trouwerijen, zelfs voor het commerciële Valentijnsdag ben ik niet geheel ongevoelig (tot grote spijt van manlief). Ik ben wat ze noemen een echt ‘gezelligheidsdier’ en tegelijkertijd onverbeterlijk nieuwsgierig naar allerhande cultuuruitingen... lees hier verder." 
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"B'chol levav'cha - met heel het hart"
Mitzvot voor een modern Jodendom

Vierde aflevering van een reeks video's over mitzvot vanuit traditioneel-, liberaal- en progressief-Joods perspectief.

Deze aflevering, 'talliet en tzitzit' is de de eerste van een drie-delige serie over de 'mannen mitzvot': het dragen van talliet (gebedskleed) en tzitzit (de schouwdraden aan het gebedskleed), het leggen van tefillien (gebed
sriemen) en talmoed thora, het 'lernen' van de traditionele Joodse teksten

Talliet en tzitzit from Esther Hugenholtz on Vimeo.

In deze mini-sjioer ('Joodse les') leg ik uit wat de oorsprong en de diepere betekenis is de talliet. In dit filmpje wordt dieper ingegaan op de symboliek en betekenis van de talliet vanuit het perspectief van de Thora en Talmoed. Vervolgens krijgt de kijker uitleg over wat de traditie zegt over vrouwen die deze mitzvah op zich nemen.


Foto: Dave Middleton


Tot slot volgt er een korte instructievideo hoe men de talliet omslaat met de bijbehorende beracha en wordt de sjioer afgesloten met een bespiegeling over de spirituele betekenis van de talliet.

Meer achtergrond over de mitswa van tsitsit )
estherhugenholtz: Reviews, discussions, creative writing (Handwriting)
Na de mikwe video en de boekbespreking van 'The House of Secrets - The Hidden World of the Mikveh' volgt hier een derde (en vooralsnog laatste) aflevering in een reeks over het onderwerp 'mikwe'.



Twee boeken in de boekenkast van het mikwe op de American Jewish University. Foto: Dave Middleton

In de meest recentelijke uitgave van 'Kol Mokum' (kwartaalblad van de Liberaal Joodse Gemeente Amsterdam) is er een interview van mijn hand verschenen met Suzanne Rosenthal, de mikwedame van de American Jewish University (waar tevens ook mijn rabbijnenopleiding is). Zij bespreekt haar functie als mikwedame en ook een aantal toepassingen van het mikwe.

Klik HIER om de PDF van het artikel te downloaden.
estherhugenholtz: Reading, book reviews (Book)
'The House of Secrets - the Hidden World of the Mikveh' van Israëlische schrijfster Varda Polak-Sahm leest weg als een spannend meisjesboek. Zo spannend dat de lezer er zelfs rooie oortjes van kan krijgen.




Polak Sahm's verslag van de wondere wereld van het mikwe houdt ergens in het midden tussen een (amateur) etnografie en een bespiegeling rondom gender, seksualiteit en spiritualiteit. Het gedurfde verslag neemt de lezer mee op een ware ontdekkingsreis naar een geheime en intieme wereld waar erotiek en religiositeit diep verweven zijn.

De auteur heeft een tijdlang onderzoek gedaan bij een aantal Ultra-Orthodoxe mikwedames in Israël en heeft als seculiere Jood geprobeerd een geheel andere wereld op papier te vangen. Dit is goed gelukt. In haar boek geeft ze op persoonlijke en boeiende wijze hun wereld vol tegenstrijdigheden weer. Tegenstrijdigheden tussen de oprecht vrome mikwedames en de seculiere kalles (bruidjes) die met lood in hun schoenen naar het rituele bad gaan om aan de eisen van het rabbanoet (Israëlisch opperrabbinaat) te voldoen. Tegenstrijdigheden tussen de (relatieve) macht en autonomie die de mikwedames hebben in het bestieren van het mikwe en het onwrikbare gezag van de rabbijnen boven hen. Tussen vertrouwen en macht, liefde en plicht, hoop en angst, eros en God. Polak Sahm vervlecht dit alles kundig in een pakkend narratief en etaleert hiermee haar talent als verhalenvertelster. Ook weeft ze in dit verhaal haar eigen ontdekkingstocht naar het mikwe. Hierdoor wordt het boek ook een soort ego-document.

De vrouwen in het boek belichamen al deze tegenstellingen. Van de sexy seculiere echtgenote die koket in haar rode minirokje toch trouw maandelijks het rituele bad bezocht tot de diep gelovige vrouwen die met bedekt haar discreet en ingetogen gebruik maken van  het mikwe. Van Ashkenazim tot Sefardim, vroom en vrij, jong en oud. Ontroerend zijn de verhalen over een zwaar lichamelijke gehandicapte bruid die ondanks alles toch naar het mikwe komt en hilarisch zijn de anekdotes over Amerikaanse aanhangsters van het Kabbalah Center die toegang tot de levende wateren van het mikwe zoeken.
Het boek is ontwapenend in zijn eerlijkheid en daardoor behoorlijk pittig in zijn openbaringen. Ja, dit boek gaat over seksualiteit en is behoorlijk expliciet in de beschrijving daarvan. Seksualiteit en het mikwe zijn onlosmakelijk met elkaar verbonden. Maar het gaat vooral om hoe (religieuze) vrouwen omgaan met hun lichaam, God, hun gemeenschap en zijn (soms stringente en patriachale) wetten. Het is een intiem portret van hoe deze vrouwen hun cyclus en hun huwelijkse plichten ervaren. 'The House of Secrets' is een intens en vurig relaas.

De eerdergenoemde tegenstellingen spatten van de bladzijden en dit is dan ook meteen één van de tekortkomingen van het boek. Het is geen makkelijke of toegankelijke kost. Alles staat op scherp: zwart-wit, zonder schaduwen of grijswaarden. Dit boek pulseert met passie en dat maakt het zowel aanlokkelijk als gevaarlijk voor de beginnende lezer over dit onderwerp. Er is plaats voor een breed spectrum aan ervaringen maar geen plaats voor nuances. Het boek geeft voornamelijk de ervaringen en zienswijzen weer van de (Ultra-) Orthodoxie. In het boek worden aannames en uitspraken gedaan over vrouwen, seksualiteit, lichaam en (rabbinaal en patriarchaal) gezag die voor liberalere of feministische lezers behoorlijk rauw op het dak kunnen vallen.

Toch ben ik dankbaar dat de schrijfster mij op deze ontdekkingsreis heeft meegenomen. Maar wat ik miste in haar boek was nuancering en een bredere representatie van wat het mikwe voor vrouwen (en mannen!) kan betekenen. Mildere en gematigde stemmen en interpretaties van de Halacha (Joodse wet) omtrent taharat hamisjpacha (deze huwelijkse wetten) ontbreken.
Helaas wordt het daarom voor niet- (of Modern) Orthodoxe mikwegebruiksters tamelijk moeilijk gemaakt om met het verhaal te identificeren. Dat is een gemiste kans. Nu het mikwe in het Progressieve, Liberale en Conservative Jodendom een opmars maakt is het juist belangrijk om over literatuur te beschikken die de gebruiken en concepten rondom het mikwe, de vrouwelijke cyclus en de heiliging van seksualiteit in een vrouwvriendelijke en moderne context kan plaatsen. Wat dat betreft slaagt Varda Polak-Sahm daar maar deels in. Teveel van haar verhalen kunnen weerstand opwekken bij de moderne of feministische lezer.
Dit alles maakt het boek dus eerder tot een handleiding 'mikwe voor gevorderden'.

Nu nog hopen op een boek dat dit zelfde thema behandelt vanuit de ervaringen van niet- of Modern Orthodoxe mikwegebruiksters. Het zou prachtig zijn om een relaas te lezen dat dit (nog onontgonnen) gebied verkent. 
Ondanks mijn kritische kanttekeningen lof voor Polak-Sahm's boek. Lof voor de durf en integriteit waarmee het geschreven is en voor de moed van alle (Orthodoxe) vrouwen die ons bekend hebben gemaakt met hun Huis van Geheimen.
Ik wacht met spanning op een eigentijds en toegankelijk vervolg. 

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Na het lezen van dit boek, las ik een paar weken later per toeval een boekbespreking van 'The House of Secrets' in het
NIW (Nieuw Israëlietisch Weekblad). Ik heb dit artikel van Esther Voet met veel plezier gelezen.
In het kader van het mikwe dat de Liberaal Joodse Gemeente van Amsterdam in de nieuwe sjoel aan het bouwen is, heb ik een brief met enig aanvullend commentaar in reactie op het artikel gestuurd. Dit is door de redactie geplaatst. Beide stukken kunt u als scans vinden achter de volgende link.

Klik hier voor het artikel uit het NIW en mijn ingezonden brief. )
estherhugenholtz: Recipes and reviews (Food)

Deze twee recepten voor matze- of broodbeleg (ook erg lekker met scones!) zijn erg eenvoudig te maken en luiden de lente in!

Eigengemaakte lemoncurd


Foto: Esther Hugenholtz


Lemoncurd is een traditioneel Engels beleg en kan het beste beschreven worden als een soort 'citroenjam' of 'citroenboter'. Het is een romige, zoet-friszure combinatie van citroen, ei, boter en suiker en wordt langzaam nét onder het kookpunt bereid op een laag vuur.
Het is heerlijk op crackers, brood, matzes en scones maar ook zeer geschikt als taartvullling.
Zelfgemaakt is het ook een leuk en ambachtelijk cadeautje.

Ingredienten: (voor een jampotje)
- Jampot, gesteriliseerd (kan door te dompelen in kokend water of door verhitting in oven)
- 4 eieren, geklutst
- 4 citroenen
- citroenrasp
- 1/4 van een pakje boter van circa 250 gram
- 1/4 kopje suiker

Pers citroenen uit en rasp een deel van de schil.
Zet een pan (het liefst met een dikke bodem voor een geleidelijke hitteverspreiding) op een laag vuur. Smelt de boter (zonder dat het bruin wordt) samen met het citroensap en de rasp. Los de suiker op in dit mengsel. Voeg daarna heel langzaam beetje bij beetje de geklutste eieren toe en blijf het mengsel constant roeren. Houd de curd net onder het kookpunt om schifting te voorkomen.
Op een gegeven moment zal de curd steeds meer gaan binden. Wanneer de curd langzaam van de bolle kant van een lepel afglijd, is het klaar. Giet de nog hete lemoncurd meteen in de gesteriliseerde jampot en draai de schroefdeksel dicht. Indien gewenst kan men de pot 5 minuten op zijn deksel zetten om de jampot zichzelf vacuüm te laten zuigen. Zo blijft de lemoncurd langer goed.

Ongeopend kan de pot een aantal maanden bewaard worden. Geopend kan zij in de koelkast een aantal weken bewaard worden.

Romige smeerkaas met verse kruiden

Dit veelzijdige zelfverzonnen recept is een heerlijk, frisromig broodbeleg maar kan ook gebruikt worden als dip (voor bijvoorbeeld snackgroenten of chips), als koude saus (bij zalm), als basis van een rijke saladedressing of als vulling (bij gepofte aardappels).

Ingredienten:
- 1 deel (Turkse of Griekse) yogurt
- 1 deel Philadelphia roomkaas (ander soort kan ook gebruikt worden)
- fijngehakte verse kruiden (bijvoorbeeld basilicum, bosuitjes, salie of Italiaanse kruiden)
- zout en peper
- scheutje olijfolie
- indien gewenst, knoflook en/of klein scheutje citroensap

Meng de yogurt en roomkaas in een schaal en meng er luchtig de fijngehakte kruiden, zout en peper en olijfolie door.
Garneer het geheel met wat extra fijngehakte kruiden voor een leuke presentatie.


Beide recepten zijn melkkost en vegetarisch.
Be'teavon - eet smakelijk!

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Esther Hugenholtz wil graag haar Joodse lezers een chag Pesach kasher v'sameach (een vreugdevolle en koosjere Pesach) en haar Christelijke lezers gezegende Paasdagen toewensen.

Moge wij allemaal - ieder op zijn of haar manier - onze spirituele bevrijding vieren.

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"B'chol levav'cha - met heel het hart"
Mitzvot voor een modern Jodendom

Derde aflevering van een reeks video's over mitzvot vanuit traditioneel-, liberaal- en progressief-Joods perspectief.

Deze aflevering, 'Het mikwe' is de de laatste van een drie-delige serie over de 'vrouwen mitzvot': Sjabbat kaarsen aansteken, challe bakken en nemen en het maandelijkse bezoek aan het mikwe (ritueel bad).


Het mikwe from Esther Hugenholtz on Vimeo.

In deze mini-sjioer ('Joodse les') leg ik uit wat de diepere betekenis is van het mikwe en 'taharat hamisjpacha': de huwelijkse reinheidswetten. In dit filmpje ga ik dieper in op de symboliek en betekenis van 'toema' ('rituele onreinheid') en 'tahara' (rituele reinheid') en hoe dit in verbinding staat met leven en dood. Vervolgens krijgt de kijker uitleg hoe het mikwe de cyclus en lichaam van vrouwen kan eren en hoe het de huwelijkse band tussen de echtgenoten kan versterken; ook vanuit feministisch en progressief-Joods perspectief.


Het mikwe op de American Jewish University, foto: Esther Hugenholtz

Tot slot volgt er een korte bespreking van alternatieve en innovatieve manieren waarop het mikwe gebruikt kan worden: voor het vieren van mijlpalen, traumaverwerking en voor persoonlijke spiritualiteit: voor zowel mannen als vrouwen.


Aangeraden literatuur over het mikwe:
Taking the Plunge, a Practical and Spiritual Guide to Mikveh, Rabbi Miriam Berkowitz
Total Immersion, A Mikvah Anthology, Rivkah Slonim
Life on the Fringes, A Feminist Journey towards Traditional Rabbinic Ordination, Rabbi Haviva Ner-David (gaat niet exclusief over het mikwe en taharat hamishpacha maar de auteur bespreekt dit wel uitvoerig)
Gewoon Joods, een progressief joods perspectiefRabbijn Jonathan Romain (gaat niet exclusief over het mikwe maar geeft er kort aandacht aan vanuit Progressief Joods perspectief)
'Mikwe, verzamelpunt van hoop', Esther Hugenholtz in kwartaalblad 'Kol Mokum' (1ste nummer, 2010) van de Liberaal Joodse Gemeente Amsterdam

Website:
Mayyim Hayyim, een progressief joods mikwe in Boston, VS
estherhugenholtz: For discussing Torah and mitzvot (V'ahavta)
In verband met mijn fimpje over de Sjabbat kaarsen volgt hier een korte bespreking van een originele website met een uniek concept.

In Nederland zijn er vaak discussies over de zogenaamde 'koopzondag'. Is het een recht van consumenten om op hun gemak in het weekend te consumeren? Of is het een recht van o.a. winkeliers en winkelpersoneel om te genieten van een welverdiende rustdag? Ik pretendeer niet dat ik op dit complexe vraagstuk een antwoord heb.

Toch is het belangrijk om de Sjabbat in een breder kader te plaatsen dan alleen een Joods-religieus fenomeen. Ik beschouw de Sjabbat (en daarmee in het verlengde: 'het weekend') als één van de grootste geschenken van de Joodse traditie aan de mensheid. Dat de Joodse traditie deze rust inluidt met het aansteken van Sjabbat kaarsen en met het opstellen van een rijke traditie aan restricties en rituelen is uniek aan ons. Het achterliggende idee van het bewust cultiveren van rust hoeft echter niet uniek aan de Joodse traditie te zijn. Rust is geen luxe. Het is een recht. Deze gedachte kunnen wij zeker met de mensheid delen.

Dat was dan ook het idee van
'The Sabbath Manifesto', een nieuw virtueel initiatief van een groep Joodse kunstenaars. Onderdeel van de 'slow movement' (een maatschappelijke beweging die pleit voor een minder gehaast en zinvoller bestaan), proberen de initiatiefnemers van The Sabbath Manifesto lezers van hun site instrumenten aan te reiken waarmee zij op een speelse en creatieve wijze ook een mate van Sjabbatrust in hun leven kunnen integreren. De website noemt tien principes als handvatten voor een eigentijdse en vrijblijvende Sabbatsviering voor een algemeen publiek. Een aantal van deze principes zijn: 'maak contact met dierbaren', 'geniet van het buitenleven', 'steek kaarsen aan' en 'vermijd commercie'.

De strak en minimalistisch vormgegeven website is zowel informatief als interactief en er is voldoende ruimte voor reactie.

Tot slot roept de website op tot een 'National Unplugged Day' op 20 maart. Misschien niet van toepassing voor een Nederlands lezerspubliek maar toch de moeite waard om te overdenken.

Ik wens u alvast een fijn, inspirerend en rustgevend weekend of Sjabbat.

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